As you sit in the dark room
Your hands bound
Your heart on the ground
My heart lies beside yours there
Black water cold and deep
Laps up around your ankles
And mist cools the very air you breathe
And my throat is full to see you there
My throat is full of unshed tears
My spirit aches to hold you
My shoulder is dry without your tears
I offer it up to you
The sounds of your silent screams
Are deafening
If only my love were enough
To heal your sadness and anger
If only love could lift you up
To see where she went –
She has gone over the wall
To the other side without you
If only she could have stayed
A little longer
The pull was strong
The call was heard and she said “here I am.”
By Diane E. Dockum
©July 2009 (original) and April 2016