Life Path

 

Into the woods

Trees on either side

The path divides

 

I take this one for now

And walk uphill a while

A burden heavy on my back

 

My struggle noble

My head held high

I see before me another way

 

A narrow path

Emerges and forms before me

From the woods

 

And down that way I go

The scenery changes

And obstacles block my way

 

Yet comforted and joyful

I hear music in the distance

And place my burden by the road

 

Before me still this winding path

Beckons with the sweet song

And I am called to follow

 

But sometimes I look back

With wonder at my footprints

To see how far I’ve traveled

 

 

© Diane E. Dockum 2014

Cold Coffee

Cold Coffee

 

I made a cup of coffee,

Forgot and walked away.

 

After a while I did recall,

But was too far away.

 

Now I sit in another room

Writing on my paper.

 

I guess I’ll have to warm it up

And drink it a little later.

 

These random musings,

Small but true,

 

Are sorting through my brain,

And that’s the way

 

It percolates

While I watch the rain.

 

©Diane E. Dockum

Apr. 5, 2014

Because We Hope

Because we hope there is a heaven

Where we are still ourselves

 

We cling to every quiver

Of our individual cells

 

There is a universal call

We are torn between earth and star

 

And somewhere in the middle

We find out who we are

 

 

 

By Diane E. Dockum

©April 3, 2014

Grandma’s Quilts

Grandma’s Quilts

 

Patchwork pieces

Stitched with care

Each thread linking

Generations

 

Her flowered apron

Worn to make the bread

School dresses with lace collars

Sewn next to Uncle Harry’s boxer shorts

 

Flannel pajamas

Of sixty cousin’s cousins

Held together

With love

 

Grandpa’s work shirts

Blue and green worn soft

After years of day shifts at

The paper mill

 

Here and there across the years

The fabric of our family

Held together with a

Common thread

 

 

Diane E. Dockum

©2014

 

If You Saw Me

If you saw me standing at the end of your driveway

You would know how much I missed you.

And if, at night, you heard me whisper in your mind’s ear,

You would know that, in my dreams, I had traveled to your side.

If I stayed too long you would put sleep between us

And I would return to my body.

If I fell asleep too soon

You would hold me there in the dark.

If I trembled at the edge of understanding

You would only wink and wait.

You would speak softly and make perfect sense,

Building bridges to new horizons.

If you saw me dive off the edge of sanity

You would know how I love the feel of falling.

If you saw me with my fingers framing the moon,

You would know I was still looking for Tranquility.

If I ran down your driveway jumping and spinning through the air—

If I forgot worry and my pitiful sense of responsibility

You would know I had given you permission to love me,

And forgiven myself for loving you.

© 2008, Diane E. Dockum, Just Beyond The Hill

Slivers

Slivers

 

The arrogant voice that glides through

My mind pretends falsely to dwell

Within my pocket. Unknown

Particles and crumpled gum wrappers

Occupy space in the corner,

And even though I wash and wash, the

Cloth still smells of Bazooka

And I can’t remember my fortune.

 

I live without understanding

And when they shout at me I cringe

And squint my eyes in the bright light.

I cover my ears with my hands and

Hear only my heartbeat and the breath

In my throat. I remove myself from

Questions and infamous people

And walk in dimly lit rooms

And never smoke cigars without tips.

 

He is huge and sweats. His belly glistens

In the sun and a fly is playing in his

Navel. The hair that surrounds it

Is wet. The gas pump is too hot to

Touch. But still they use it without noticing,

And open pop bottles with their teeth.

 

A car passes by scattering dust in

Its wake. It settles on the dishes

I have placed on the picnic table.

I shiver and though it is ninety degrees

In the shade, I pull my collar up behind

My neck to keep the wind from touching me.

I lick my lips for moisture and clear my throat.

Believe the one who tells you to wait

And things will turn out fine.

 

The paper they use to catch flies is full and

Hangs over the open salad on the kitchen table.

No one wants to eat it and

I wonder why she wonders why.

Silly songs and happy thoughts

Delight me in the quiet of the day.

 

© 2008 Diane E. Dockum

Just Beyond The Hill

Butterfly Shadows

The horse that stands in the field

Resembles the toad stool in my dream

And smells of hay and Listerine

But I am not repulsed by the

Odor of cleanliness.

 

I see within the horse to his

Heart and Soul and he is

Blessed with kindliness and

I am not—I have to work at it.

 

He chews the grass that I lie upon

And I look up into his nostrils

And yawn in the sunlight.

He ignores me, and grazes on.

 

The startled Blue-Jay leaps into

The air and flies in circles ever wider

Until it reaches the tree limb

Where he hides behind branches

Of green leaves and whispers

His fears to his mate.

 

They take their time telling

Horror stories of close calls

With Humans and I

Peacefully watch them from

My bed in the grass.

 

Butterflies do not inhale

The smoke of factories nor do

They practice falsehood.

It is remarkable to me to think

That all they do is fly from

Thing to thing and wait to die.

 

But butterfly shadows are not intrusive.

My shadow is equal to my light

And I have made friends with it

Despite my misgivings.

I am better off now.

 

©2008 by Diane E. Dockum

Just Beyond The Hill

 

On The Inside

On the inside I am sitting on a large boulder

On top of a mountain singing

To the music of the sunset

As I play my guitar.

The breeze gently lifts

My dark waist length hair,

And silver bracelets are sliding

Up my slender left arm, as I find the chords.

The long skirt I wear is colorful

And comfortable, it brushes against

The bracelet on my ankle, and the setting sun

Glints on the crystal toe ring on my right fourth toe.

On the inside I smell like warm

Summer sunlight and Patchouli flowers.

I am wise and have great spiritual knowledge.

I give good advice.

Of course no one sees this inside.

My outer surface is very different

And I appear to be a woman of a certain age

Having a weight problem.

On the inside I rise above this

Unfortunate circumstance

And listen to the music

Playing in my heart.

©September 29, 2013

Diane E. Dockum