Some Days

Some days
     it's hard to move
     to get out of bed
     to open the curtains

Some days
     the promise of coffee
     or a shower
     is reason enough

Some days
     I don't bother to wear make-up
     or shower
     and put off getting dressed

Some days
     are too much trouble
     are too quiet and lonely
     but the idea of going out is unthinkable

Some days
     I look at old photographs
     to convince myself
     you were really here, with me. 

Some days
     I hope I will see you again
     I hope we recognize each other
     Some day



by Diane E. Dockum
©April 15, 2023

Photo by Diane E. Dockum

Okay, I Have Issues Letting Go



An old shoulder bag 
Caught my attention
In the basement
While I was doing laundry

And I thought it was
A lovely bag
With the leather
Embossment of flowers

And maybe I could 
Use it again
And the shape
Was so generous

But it was covered
With a green furry mold
I put it on the counter
By the sink thinking

I could save it
But then I realized
It was organic
And the leather

Was decaying
It was too far gone
So, I pushed it
Into the bin

With a little pain
In my heart
And a lot
Of regret


by Diane E. Dockum
©April 14, 2023

Two Fat Robins

Two fat Robins
Walked my yard
One sunny afternoon

Scouting for a worm or two
The hunt was done
Two by two

Four little eyes 
Rimmed in white
Stared into the dirt

Too faint for humans
Noises rose and
Cocking heads from side to side

The worm was got
By pointy beak
Before it could escape

And tiny bird feet
Felt the vibes
Beneath 



by Diane E. Dockum
©April 13, 2023

Strange Enchantment

Down a narrow winding lane, there suddenly appears
A little house, an olden house, gray and spent with years.
Once you've seen the lonely spot, your thoughts cannot depart,
Because the silence reigning there, lingers in your heart.

Greenest fields, forgotten lie, untouched by knowing hand;
Those loving hands and hearts now gone -- none to understand.
Save for the low, soft chirping of a friendly little bird,
There is naught to break the silence -- no other sound is heard.

What a strange enchantment seems to linger ev'rywhere,
While through trees and grasses, moves a vision, soft and fair.
Up the hill ascending, lightly through the mist she glides,
With her eyes fixed on the old house, where she still resides.

To the old house, as to heaven, o'er the shady lawn,
Drifts the dear old soul so sweetly, at the break of dawn.
To the east-view window walking, to her old armchair,
She gently whispers to a loved one, sitting near her there,
"Nowhere else in all the world, shines the sun so fair.
"Shines the sun so fair, my dear, shines the sun so fair."



By
EDITH SANBORN COBBLE
From her book, Drifting Sands

New Voices Publishing Company
New York: 1952
Photo by Scott Webb on Pexels.com

The poem posted tonight is one from my Grandmother, Edith Sanborn Cobble, written around 1952. I think she was remembering her dear mother, my Great Grandmother who had died. I imagine she was relating a comforting thought of her mother returning to sit in her armchair by the home fire on the old homestead farm in Northern New York.

I have a legacy of poetry in my family. Both of my parents had Mothers who wrote. Whenever I feel stuck in my writing, I read one of theirs. Once in a while I feel that their voices should be heard, even though they are no longer here.

Dreary Dream

Exercise: Write a prose poem about a dream, but don’t say it’s a dream.





The driveway was muddy. There were still a few snowbanks around the yard and small house. I parked my car by the well and up on a small rise away from as much mud as possible.

Opening the door to the empty house, I was met with the stale smell of abandoned rooms and old carpet.

I was not sure why I had come back to this place. Memories of life here were beginning to resurface. 

The crib had been in this room. The cellar door was heavy and ancient. It was like a giant trap door, and took up almost all the hallway. 

The back bedroom was moldy on the ceiling just over the window. The closet floor had been patched with old license plates to keep the rats out.

Familiar curtains were hanging in the living room windows. There was not a sound, as there were no appliances in the kitchen or electricity to run them.

Darkness was coming. Why had I come here?

This house was no longer mine, yet I was here wandering through rooms I had once inhabited. Rooms where I had existed, not lived.

I looked at the door wanting to fling it open and run. This place was not where I belonged. The well was empty. It was cold here. I shivered.

A car pulled up the driveway and a man and woman stepped out and knocked on the door.

“Come in” I said inside my head, and I opened the door. I gave them the tour. Livingroom, kitchen, hallway, bathroom, bedroom.

“Cute”, the woman said.

“Who are you? I asked.

I couldn’t understand what they saw in this place, but handed the key over and went to my car.

Driving away, I saw them in my rear-view mirror, unloading their belongings.



Diane E. Dockum

© April 11, 2023

Photo by Ludvig Hedenborg on Pexels.com

Coming To Terms With Yourself


A day will come when
Finding yourself alone
You will come to terms
With your true self

You’ll come to the mirror 
And welcome your face
And be kind to the person
You see in your reflection

A time will come when
You’ll grow to understand
The value of your own friendship
And the wisdom of your own advice

You’ll curl up in a comfortable chair
With a cup of forgiveness, and a good book
You will read it a while
Then turn out the light.


By Diane E. Dockum
©April 28, 2014
Reposted April 9, 2023

Back Into It

Stretching 
And feeling my body
Reach its limits
And holding

Holding a pose
As the candle burns
And the music plays
And the incense burns

I want to get back into it
It's been so long
My body cries out
I am out of balance

I need to get balance
I stand on one foot
I slowly tip to the left
I'm out of alignment

So I put my hands on the floor
There once was a time 
I was supple and bendy
The warmth in my muscles

The visions in my mind
Stretching is good
For people my age
So they say

Gets the blood moving
Gets the brain going
And I want to get back
Into my groove


By Diane E. Dockum
©April 8, 2023


The Lantern

(A Dream)



There were fields
Wide open 
On both sides of the road
They did not belong
To me but the neighbors

The fields fallow
And new grass had grown
The furrows had made waves 
In the ground

I was in the field
And I lay down
On the warm earth
There were people
On the road
Walking and talking
So I hid in one of the furrows

The sun was directly overhead
Voices came from the house
Just east of the fields
Men were talking
And their voices carried
Across the air

Lying on my back
I watched the blue sky
And scudding clouds
I wanted to be invisible
Then I turned on my side
And saw a lantern lying
In the grass

What does it mean
This lantern 
Amidst the furrows
Hidden in the grass
A lamp that lights the way
A source of light in a fallow field
A Sabbath year
Finding light
Neither sowing nor reaping



by Diane E. Dockum
©April 7, 2023


It Was Something

It was something
So delicate
A balance sublime
Intricate lace woven
Over time

It was something
You said
With your eyes
That reached my soul

It was something
Waiting just over
My window sill
A bird that lit upon my open hand

It was something
On the edge of my mind
A tease of pleasure
Glowing behind clouds

Beyond my reach now
It was something
It really was
As I recall



By Diane E. Dockum
©September 16, 2021

Posted April 6, 2023