Spring Is Moving Through

SPRING IS MOVING THROUGH

The wind blew
The garbage from
The next-door neighbor’s can
(That he always leaves open
Despite my annoyance)

Across the road
An old bed pillow
Randomly rests in the
Grass beside the parking lot
Soaking up the rain

Several paper plates
Are pressed up against a tree
With remnants of lasagna
Caked on and an empty pickle jar
Rolls noisily down the pavement

Pushed along with no
Apparent destination.
A pizza box sails by and
A greedy Beagle traps
A plastic bag of meat scraps
In its teeth

As he looks side to side
Making a beeline
To wherever he hides his stash
And an empty Oscar Mayer Bologna package
Spins by, skittering along the street

The wind blew
Over the potted plant on the front step
And rolled up the out door carpet on my porch
And tore the wind catcher off
The bottom of my wind chimes.

A cold front is coming through
Tossing out the warmth of yesterday
It gives and it takes
It takes and gives as
Spring is moving through

By Diane E. Dockum

Roses After Three Days

ROSES AFTER THREE DAYS

I loved the roses.
Now the petals
curl and brown.
The aroma thickens
and grows pungent,
and still
their faded beauty recalls
the bloom
of sudden pleasure
and of new unfolding hope.
And though the water
clouds and diminishes
in the vase
it still nourishes the stems
that gently sip
at the dregs
seeking more.

by Diane E. Dockum
© 2015

Let Darkness Fall

Evening in Potsdam ©Diane E. Dockum, 2015Let Darkness Fall

Let the sun go down
Let the shadows crawl across the lawn
As the supper dishes are washed
Let the kitchen go black

Let the bedclothes be turned back
And the teeth be cleaned
Let the quiet weave its way
Through the house, and the lamps be lit

Let the curtains be closed
As the street lights come on
And the bats fly out of the vacant house
On the corner lot four houses down

Let the bank and the post office
Sit in the dark, and the phones
Go unanswered
Let them leave a message

Let darkness fall and the Whippoorwill call
When the children are bathed
And settle the babies with stories read
Aloud from the side of the bed

Let darkness fall
Let the crows in the trees
Tuck their heads under wings
And the moon beam her pale white face

On the surface of the pond
Let the sky fade to black
And the stars appear
Let the world turn around

While your eyes are closed
Let sleep come, give in
And let dreams sort the day
Let darkness fall

©Diane E. Dockum, 2015
April 18, 2015

That One Blessing

It’s my lunch hour
So I walk up the sidewalk
To the café slash bakery
And as I do, the wind picks up
And I notice my jacket
Does not really fit anymore
It fails to close properly now
I think about the heaviness
In my legs as I walk
And sand blows around me
Peppering my face and eyes
But I don’t really care
Because the snow has gone
And once where towering snow banks loomed,
There are now only street and cement.
I pass the burned out remains
Of an apartment building
Still smelling the cinders
Even though it was the depth of winter
When it burned
The blackened broken glass
From the windows
Fills the gutter near the sidewalk
There are remnants of catastrophe
Lying strewn about
Someone has painted “Ash Hoe”
On the wall in the alley
I see the sub shop is busy as usual
As I turn the corner
And head to the bakery
My mind is on idle
And my glasses have turned dark
In the sunshine
I am glad I have the day off
Tomorrow
Fridays have at least
That one blessing

© Diane E. Dockum, 2015
April 17, 2015

The Clouds

The clouds
Are moving

Imperceptible
Unless you stare

Curling in on
Themselves

Some so heavy
You wonder what

Holds them up
They move away

From the sun
And I think

Maybe the heat
Is evaporating them

At one end
As they run the other way

Leaving invisible trails
Of vapor

Excerpt From: Diane E. Dockum. “Just Beyond The Hill.”
© 2008

Walking The Rails

Walking the Rails

Down the hill there’s a track that curves out of sight
The rails silver hot in the afternoon light
I smell the soft scent of the milkweed’s flower
And the pond sparkles over the beaver’s bower

Sandals in hand, I feel the steel’s heat
Through my toes and soles of my bare feet
On the width of these rails and I can walk for hours
Creosote on the ties, oil on the flowers

With no one around, I walk looking down
Far from the noises and stress of the town
A very strange feeling creeps into my mind
As if a watcher was not far behind

Something much bigger hangs over my head
What if the train comes, will I be dead?
Feeling for sure that I’ve gone way too far
I turn and head back down the tracks to my car

The croaks of frogs fill the evening with sound
I was lost in the passing of ties on the ground
Keeping time with my heartbeat, one step at a time
Walking the rails can feel so sublime

©Diane E. Dockum, April 15, 2015

After the Battle

After the battle

The grassy plane waved on

The sun went up across the sky and set

Like any other day

The flowers opened at break of dawn

And showed that beauty is there still

Among the fallen soldiers strewn

Across the grass

Across the world

And no one speaks

And no one hears

The truth

That rings so loud and clear

That war is often used by men

For reasons that are lost in fear

So on that field of grassy plane

Where breezes ripple waves of grain

An inland sea whose waves roll on

Reclaims this earth we all live on

©Diane E. Dockum, April 14, 2015

A Dream and A Memory

A Dream And A Memory

 

I dreamed I was

In an old stone building,

It turned out to be a hospital

I saw Grandma in her bed,

 

All dressed and looking bright as a penny

Her hair styled with curls

My aunt was there knitting at the foot of her bed

Making her something to wear.

 

She was very busy

Only looked up shortly

To acknowledge my presence

The yarn was bright pink

 

Hot pink

The stitches were large

Moving fast

Across the needles

 

Knit one pearl two

Slipping on to the next needle

Grandma smiled and laughed

Reaching out for my hand

 

I remembered the last time I saw her

I was saying goodbye

My words were hard to surface

Through the thick ache of knowing

 

Her tomorrow would never come

She reached out her hand

Trying to breathe

Dying of lung cancer

 

Pale, but our eyes connected

Hers blue and wide

Each of us sending

Our farewells

 

 

 

©Diane E. Dockum, 2015

April 13, 2015

Sunday Afternoon

The day is mild

A slight breeze brings

Freshness

Through open windows

Wind chimes gently grace

The movement of the air

That carries a

Chickadee’s love song

High, low, high low

It makes a peaceful

Sunday afternoon

 

 

 

© Diane E. Dockum, 2015

April 12, 2015