Poetry
Difficult, easy
Forming, dissolving, enlightening
A flow of thought with rhythm.
Song
By Diane E. Dockum
© April 8, 2016
Poetry
Difficult, easy
Forming, dissolving, enlightening
A flow of thought with rhythm.
Song
By Diane E. Dockum
© April 8, 2016
High up at the end of a branch
Singing so hard his eyes pop
The song is pushing out to
Reach his lady
His voice cracks, but still he
Sings. He has a mission
That must be fulfilled
No time for breath
By Diane E. Dockum
©April 7, 2016
After days of sun and hope of spring
When snow blows cold and new,
Crusting to the cedar branches,
Sticking fast to maple trunks
Standing silent in a line
Hardened in the frigid air
Trees reach forlornly
Naked and starkly drawn
With charcoal strokes
Cold so long they crack
And shiver in the wind
Beneath peeling bark they wait
The stillness and the motion
Draw a contrast to the eye that watches
Sun setting without melting the snow
No smell of earth drifts to us now
No promised soft warm breeze
Patience is pulled reluctantly from the brain
Tomorrow comes, and again tomorrow
When each day is a step closer
To growth, to new beginnings
By Diane E. Dockum
© April 6, 2016
I made myself wake up,
I had to stop a mushroom dream.
My chest felt crushed under a
Pale fat man with buckteeth
Lying on top of me cutting my hair.
He seemed so shy, and wouldn’t
Look me in the eye.
Later,
When he put on his glasses and vest
He turned into a large white rabbit.
This surprised me, as it was quite sudden.
His scissors were so nasty,
You could see patches of rust along the blades.
I worried that I would get
A terrible hair cut,
In fact, he had left one of the locks
Long and it hung down to my left
Shoulder, while the rest was
Chin length.
Upsettingly, he had given me bangs
Without permission,
And I had to talk him out of being a rabbit
So he could correct it, which seemed to take forever.
I felt as if I could not breathe,
I don’t think I was
Getting enough oxygen.
Oddly, his name was Kinney
Like the drug store.
By Diane E. Dockum
© April 5, 2016
Five twenty two a.m.
And the townsfolk
Collectively roll over
In their beds,
Fluff the pillows
And snuggle back down
Into their blankets
As the train passes through
With a rumble and a whistle
And more whistles at street crossings
In the half light of dawn
And a little while passes until
The birds start singing
Eight fifty eight p.m.
And final prayers
Are said before
Closing the casket
The night before his funeral
The family collectively
Exhales
Thinking of his model trains
Now at rest in his basement
Tracks laid out with scenery
And miniature village buildings
The family collectively
Inhales
As the train passes through
With a rumble and a whistle
And more whistles at street crossings
In the half light of dusk
And a little while passes until
The birds stop singing
~~
By Diane E. Dockum
©April 4, 2016
Inside that Sheath
That covers our soul
Discomforts come as
Messages and,
Pictures that slide through
Our brains in a chemical soup.
Do we pay attention?
Where do we feel stress?
Mind? Body? Spirit?
Head, heart, muscles and tendons
Knit together
In an amazing framework.
Layers cover the depths
Of our eternal essence —
Skins as thick as a rhino’s.
Yet, this is a temporary place.
We move on from here
To another plane
Where our being,
Realigns with the Universe
And Love is All.
by Diane E. Dockum
The falsie next to the
Overnight deposit box
Lies abandoned
For unknown reasons
Robin’s egg blue
Against the pavement
Soft, round foam
Who knows what happened
To cause its
Placement at this establishment
Did it fly out as she
Reached through the car window
To deposit her check
Or did some random
Boob leave it there?
By Diane E. Dockum
Lunch
In my car
Alone
And surrounded
by others alone
Having lunch
In our own cocoons
Watching the lady in the tan SUV
Parked on a hill
Reading a paper back
I wonder what it is
I remember reading in my car
But, it’s been a while
The man next to me
Stares sourly into his salad
Picking the best pieces
Looking out at traffic
Chewing with a thousand yard stare
© 2016, Diane E. Dockum
There was a long space of time when I didn’t do what I said I was going to do, as far as writing much. I did go back to Yoga, and walking but it seems I have been remiss in keeping up my blog.
April is near, and I want to do that thing where I write a poem every day in April, because it’s Poetry Month.
Already I have butterflies.
My mind is racing, and I am grabbing at the threads of ideas that whirl around me as I go through my day. Never writing anything down, I hope my mind retains and composts all of this to use later as fodder.
Today is March 25. Good Friday. I have no plans for Easter. It will be just another Sunday. It will be what ever happens that day, I suppose. I try not to think too hard about it. I do, however, secretly rejoice in the resurrection of Jesus. How cool was that?!
I don’t go to church services any more. Cannot explain why, and don’t need to.
And now I am going to have hot dogs and macaroni and cheese.
2016 is here. I am going out on a limb by saying that I plan on doing a few things differently this year. I want to go back to my Yoga practice, which I have missed doing for a long while now. It shows. I feel out of whack, off balance, and uneven.
I want to walk more too. I want to write more. This blog, a blog about writing, and not writing, is my beginning place. Usually I don’t type cold into the blog, as I am now. I am just letting my feelings flow, and the muscle memory in my fingers fing. Fing is not a word, I just made that up. It means fingers doing what fingers do.
I do like to talk inside my head. I suppose now I will have to talk with my fingers, or with a pen on paper. Maybe my Yoga and Meditation practice will loosen a few tight spaces in my mind. At least that is what I am going for. It is so hard these days to work at an office and sit all day putting in data and dealing with callers and making everyone happy that they called you. I so want to make it nice for people, but some of them … well, I won’t go there. I just must rely on my inner nice person to get me through.
Let us all leave our inner monsters behind. Let us all be happy and smile at each other, and be helpful and polite. I do not live in a dreamy fairy land, and I have day to day aches and pains. I resolve to rise above.
Happy New Year to you. Yes, you. I see you there. I understand.