the power is out
again
it comes and it goes
so here i am
i cannot sleep
there are too many
silences in the house
and my blood
rushing through my body
is loud
my mouth and throat
are dry
it’s 4 am and I sit
on the couch
in the dark
waiting for dawn
the power is out
again
it comes and it goes
so here i am
i cannot sleep
there are too many
silences in the house
and my blood
rushing through my body
is loud
my mouth and throat
are dry
it’s 4 am and I sit
on the couch
in the dark
waiting for dawn
Déjà vu
Just before I walked into the room
It felt like I had already been there
And I already knew what he would say
And he said exactly what I thought he
Would say in the same way I thought
He would say it.
The sunlight was streaming across the piano
Just like I thought it would
And the same TV commercial was
Noising in the background.
I stood motionless taking it all in
And then….
The moment passed
And it was as if time had stopped and started
Like pausing a movie.
What foolish game was my
Brain playing?
Checking the data base
Of random access memories?
Did I remember to breathe?
Did I remember to blink?
Was my mouth hanging open?
It was.
My mouth was hanging open
Just as I thought it would.
©April 3, 2018
Diane E. Dockum
Tell Me A Story
Scan the landscape of my life from above
As an invisible observer
Without judgment
Circle above as a cloud of white
Without shadow
Seasons pass on the road of time
But now I feel neither
Cold, nor warm
I only peer at my existence
Through gauzy curtains
Into rooms no longer mine and
Only during my quiet observation can I see
The truth of what is and of what was
A bow drawn across strings
Will make a perfect sound that resonates
With my heart
Tell me the story of how I came away
And how I found my path
Play a soft steady hum of sound
Pull a painted scarf across
The rim of an empty vase
There, under the passing pattern
I see a deep receptacle waiting to be filled
© April 2, 2018
Diane E. Dockum
Words won’t come
Time is short
I have nothing to report
Ropes hang ready from the limb
But there is no swing
copyright April 1, 2018
Diane E. Dockum
The wind blew
The garbage from
The next-door neighbor’s can
(That he always leaves open
Despite my annoyance)
Across the road
An old bed pillow
Randomly rests in the
Grass beside the parking lot
Soaking up the rain
Several paper plates
Are pressed up against a tree
With remnants of lasagna
Caked on and an empty pickle jar
Rolls noisily down the pavement
Pushed along with no
Apparent destination.
A pizza box sails by and
A greedy Beagle traps
A plastic bag of meat scraps
In its teeth
As he looks side to side
Making a beeline
To wherever he hides his stash
And an empty Oscar Mayer Bologna package
Spins by, skittering along the street
The wind blew
Over the potted plant on the front step
And rolled up the outdoor carpet on my porch
And tore the wind catcher off
The bottom of my wind chimes.
A cold front is coming through
Tossing out the warmth of yesterday
It gives and it takes
It takes and gives as
Spring is moving through
By Diane E. Dockum
Posted originally 2 years ago. Still true.
Around 4 o’clock
The sunlight slants just right
Through the stained glass
And paints a canvas of color
Across the altar
I sit in the empty pew
To watch in wonder
Not a miracle
Only the earth as it turns
Away to greet the darkness
I watch the brilliant blue
The red dilutes to pink
The gold coins of light
Scatter on the carpet
And light the ruby candle glass
As the eternal flame within
I sit in the empty pew
Alone in the church
Contemplating
The many colors
If each hue had a voice
The sound of them would rise
To heaven and the angels
Would weep for joy
By Diane E. Dockum
©April 29, 2017
She unwraps the caramel candy
With concentration
The cellophane holds in the sweetness
Until it meets her lips
It melts slowly
And turns to a flat circle
Against the roof of her mouth
She waits until it melts
Then swallows
Savoring the rich creamy finale
by Diane E. Dockum
© April 28, 2017
Hands over my eyes
Darkness becomes colored lights
My third eye opens
By Diane E. Dockum
@April 27, 2017
When I was 5 I remember this big white rock
That was almost flat
And sat
In the middle of a field full of lilac trees
And there was a pear tree
And a plum tree along the stonewall
That wound around that field
And I would sit on that rock
In the warm summer sun
And look at all the wild flowers
That grew all around that rock
When I was 15 I remember this big white rock
That was pretty flat
And sat
In the middle of that field full of lilac trees
And there was that pear tree
And plum tree
Along the stone wall
And I would listen to the train pass by
Down over the hill
And watch the birds and flowers
All around me
While I thought about my life and what it would become
When I was 25 I remember this big white rock
That was flat and wide and warm in the sun
In the middle of a field full of lilac trees
And I would take my little girl
To play in that field and sit on the big rock
And we would have a picnic
And watch the clouds in the sky
And pick the wild flowers
All around us
While I dreamed about life
And what would become of us
And life has gone by and I’ve grown old
And sometimes I think of that big
Flat rock in the sun
And remember the quiet joy of motherhood
The solitude that fed my soul
And I remember that field as a perpetual
Summer day surrounded by lilac trees
And wild flowers and encircled by an old stone wall
By Diane E. Dockum
©April 26, 2017
I have no idea what to write tonight.
It’s one of those days again.
I’ve been sitting here thinking about
absolutely nothing
the entire evening
and nothing is what I am writing about.
I am watching a show on television
and the character has a really nice necklace
with dark beads and gold blobules on it
and a big bone tusk type thingy
at the end.
And now I’m yawning uncontrollably
as I am sure you are too.
Good night.
By Diane E. Dockum
© April 25, 2017