Ever feel like

Your entire life is in review?

I’ve been reading

My Facebook comments

Which mostly consist of flash backs,

Re-hashes, memories, time hops etc.

Am I living in the past too much?

I try to live in the present

But there is too much of my life

In the rear view mirror.

Sometimes

I go nowhere.

I do nothing.

I spend no money.

This is not entirely true,

Only sometimes

It’s the plan.

Sometimes

I go places.

I do things.

I spend money.

I talk to people.

This is not entirely true,

Only most times

It’s the plan.

Sometimes

I am out of the loop,

I am in the know,

I am connected

And shut out.

Life is a paradox.

There is no plan,

And there’s nothing

I can do about it.

 

 

 

By Diane E. Dockum

© April 20, 2017