A Widow in Spring



Rain is soaking
Into my muscles,
My skin,
My bones.
Clammy air is in
My house.
I wait for the furnace
To start blowing warmth,
And look for a sweater.
I think
I should put on socks.
My mistake,
It is too early for sandals.
But the grass is greening,
Buds are opening.
One of these days
My mind will turn to yardwork,
And I will feel you
Watching me as I
Take care of your patch
Of Earth and strive for
Your idea of how it
Should be.
I'll ask out loud,
“Am I doing okay?”
I expect that somehow
You will let me know
I’m doing just fine.



©April 26, 2025
Diane E. Dockum

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